Ok, I have my notes from my session with Coach Sonnon. I need to go back and outline just what it is I am going to be doing.
I need to need new vocabulary and think of need frame of reference for making sense of this.
I am excited to be learning something I have so much respect for. I am toally at ease being a CST rookie. That feels great. I have never started anything before where I had NO anxiety about knowing so little.
I keep thinking about what you said that the memory IS there.
One session evoked 8 layers of data and um, let's see...40 years of messages about not being all right in my body. I am sure it goes earlier but needed to stop and assimilate first.
What blew me away is how I felt with the weight of the Clubells. Soo that is dessert. First I do the clearing stuff. Build the foundation before I get to pick them up. Don't put patterns of power into a locked up body.
The yearning for it activates my motivation. Never in my life felt that before.
Ok, off to learn the language so i can make sense of what the hell I am doing :P