As some of you have read in my opening post, I have had many addictions in my lifetime, to a variety of things. 29 years of my life was wasted to drugs and alcohol. I blame myself, because it was my decision, so please do not think that in any way I am looking for sympathy!! The point of this post is that throughout my life I have been able to quit drinking or smoking marijuana by myself. I have ended my addiction of crystal meth for 2 years for 17 weeks, but I am struggling. This is the one drug that seems to never let go of its grasp. I am looking for advice. I am usually not a person that seeks help in an forum, but you have to understand that I am truly alone now. I have no family, and I had to leave all my "friends" behind, in order that, I could grow personally. I am just looking for advice on things that could help me out. I have looked on radiant recovery and see no descriptions on potatoes not prozac. I am sorry to ask for help, but this is one time that I can truly use it. Please, please, please give me some sound advice on sources. Warrior wellness is on the way. I hope this might help. I am tired of seeing darkness. Please help me see the light.